Soliloquies in Silence

I'm sitting at my desk with my headphones on. I don't want to be here. It's 7:00 pm and I'm finally getting over my hangover blues and I'm almost feeling human again. Problem is I hate humans so I don't want to feel like one. I'd rather be a cat. Meow. I like talking to myself. Sometimes I use hand gestures and facial expressions but I'm not saying anything and I know I must look crazy if anyone could see me. I always feel like I'm in a movie. Here comes my monologue... I think it's amazing. If only I could capture what I say up there down here, but it would never come out the same. And anyway, some things are better left unsaid.